i never thought my downfall would be one of the things i have been wishing for. something so stupid is cutting me so deeply, a meaningless act to him was really my heart on the line. now two things are broken, one of the greatest friendships i have ever had, and me as a person.
it feels like my heart is beating out of and ripping at my chest, pumping poison instead of life.
just noticed my demons right behind me, catching up faster then i can run
